"I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much. Like seriously it’s crazy how much you can love someone. You can see it in certain people’s eyes. You know you got it good when you can see it in your lovers eyes. It’s quite beautiful actually. Standing there inches apart looking into each others eyes, noses touching, that one breath you take before your lips touch and you get butterfly’s. Like not even butterfly’s, it’s like super butterfly’s. You feel as if you’re being lifted off the ground it’s that good. Being breathless in a way that you love. I can’t tell you everything you need to know about love, you have to experience it. You can’t really understand until you find the one… The one you love."

Why wouldn’t I now?

It’s crazy how much I forgive you for everything you’ve done to me. Left me, forgot me, hated me, loved me.. But I can never stay mad. Although you doubt me, you’ve grown closer to others as you promised you wouldn’t. I don’t blame you. I don’t judge you, and I defiantly don’t hate you. It hurts to lose someone as close as we were. It hurts to read/hear some of the things you’ve said about me. I feel you still hold a grudge, I don’t mind. I deserve it. Through everything I’ve forgiven you over and over again. Why wouldn’t I now?